Normally before I even started writing a post the first thing that comes into my mind is that what will I be writing about? Will this be another stupid ramble of mine or will it be something beneficial to others?

Many stumble upon this question and started to crap about anything without considering the title or the idea that they should follow. Maybe something like misguided while rambling or simply lack of ideas.

I still remember last time when I was about to post a new entry in my blog a sudden idea suddenly rushed into my spine towards my brain. All I did was adjusting here and there from the older post to manifest another so-called more genuine idea which turned out to be worse.

I could notice some parts where I rambled about my life were sandwiched between lines of me talking about games and internets.

I think this is why I am never good at blogging. I can’t seem to arrange my words properly and the thought of conveying the idea itself has already been a big failure.

I hope that this time that will not happen, otherwise my number of reader counts will not be a blast anymore (although it never happened lol).

Things have gone quite obsolete these days. All my plans turn out pretty bad. It seems like nature has taken control on me making me unable to even fulfill my tasks. Most of my time is wasted in front of the PC especially when I’m unaware of my surrounding and the time I’m wasting.

I’m not sure if this is happening to everyone coz this does happen to me all the time. I will wish and pray that I’d be doing something good or at least cherish my free time after the exam month at one point but ironically when everything is over all my plans are simply ignored.

Is this a form of a disease or I am simply creating one? It reminds me of a hadith narrated by Abdullah bin Abbas (Radiallau Anhu). He reports that Rasulullah said,

“There are two bounties of Allah wherein most people are deceived, health and free time”.

The questions is, am I being the hypocrites by letting my guard down to be deceived by my own wealth or I simply play ignorant about my surrounding and let nature to take toll on me? Well, are we in the same group?

Anyway, my next post will be profoundly on the art of deskmodding. I will try my best to guide you towards achieving a desktop just like mine.

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Being subconscious about my environment, I with all my might woke up really early today with the hope that I could continue my passion in blogging. I must stop procrastinating with more lame excuses of being totally blank every time I open my blog lol.

Although SPM has already over just for the past few days, I’ve never really got the chance to blog, well, considering how busy I were with the activities I myself couldn’t comprehend. I was busy going for shopping spree with family and another cliché answer from me, my one and only possible activity; internet online chat.

Until now I haven’t even planned what should I be doing during this long and devastating school holidays. This perhaps will be my longest break ever after the previous year where we had a combo break with Raya. Everything seemed like infinity but slowly grasped the fact that all the joy had already ended last year.

I know I’ve been very lazy to the extent that I don’t even ponder to take a paper and start scribing those plans that I should be doing. These would be the stuffs that I’d dumped inside my head while I could still think rationally. Some of my activities that I’ve already planned include:

1. Finishing all my novel collections in my book rack.
2. Reviving my enthusiast in anime. There’s a list of them.
3. Blogging.
4. Anything which isn’t related to working. Duh.

I think I did mention that I went for shopping spree didn’t I? It actually turned out well coz I’d finally bought some new gears after a long period of being succumbed in the nerd zone. We went to Pyramid which was merely meant to buy my stuffs alone. So I ended up buying a pair of Nike shoes and 5 new tees. Huah2.

To all my Malakat92 friends, I know it has been a great years being with you guys and meeting you people has always been my top priority. But I’m sad to say that, due to some technical errors and what’s not, I don’t.. think I could make it to our next gathering or at least it will never happen.

Woo, please don’t cry and beg me for reasons. Don’t ask me why, really for my crying heart is weak enough to tell you or otherwise it’d shatter to thousands of miseries!

This would be quite lame, but I actually just watched Saw VI! It was awesomeness! The wait has finally over and the killing of guilty people is continued! Hehe. These are some quotes by Jigsaw that I like:

“Once you see death up close, then you know what the value of life is.”
“You think it’s the living who will have ultimate judgment on you, because the dead will have no claim over your soul.”

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The true battle lies beyond our comprehension. The resolution after the battle of faith. The battle when everyone has gone faltered after a long silence, a battle when the remembrance of Allah is far gone, the battle when everyone has forgotten the one True Faith. I shall pray for our steadfast in believing the concept of consistency in iman and taqwa insya Allah and may najah be with us.

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I’ve posted both wallpaper in Iluvislam and here goes the download link for the original resolution.

Download

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