I’m just a Science Stream Agama student who craves for a better living. Hence, whatever comes to my mind is like a whole of crap if I don’t find any solution to sail through my problems. I have encountered many things throughout this month.
First is about the youths’ mentality. I think I’m somehow affected, especially when everyone is relaxing, you’d feel the urge to relax as well. I hate this feeling as it has weakened my strength to study. My SMA is just few weeks to go. Am I ready? 
I’m not only lazy but becoming more passive. How sad.
I think I’m starting to slow down on my academic to really pay a full and avid concentration on my Agama subjects. It’s my first time not concentrating in Add Maths class, not because I’ve oredy understand it fully, but because I’m just not really in the mood. I’m succumbed to laziness and exhaustion. My mind couldn’t stay still and keep worrying to think about the oncoming exams. This virus is driving me crazy.
I have so many things to worry. The only thing that I can do is to SMS with friends. I find it the best remedy for all my problems. Talking to friends not only reduce my illness but recover me gradually. I’m so hurt and dying inside. It’s like there is something bugging me. No, everything is bugging me! How deadly.
My class had just finished all our Ujian Diagnostik, which I assume would be more appropriate to be written in English, somehow took me by surprise coz it’s written in Bahasa Melayu. Lol. Nothing much I can say, hardest would still be Biology and Chemistry. Question derived from these two papers were more challenging.
Physic questions were quite straight forward. Though many gave that annoying expressions and gestures, indicating the questions are childish and meaningless I still insist with the fact that the questions were tough. I mean it. Nothing was easy. Lol.
Diagnostic Test main objective is to get feedbacks from students whether students are capable of answering Science subjects in English or not. Funniest part was, everyone was so happy to get wrong answers for the first time since each wrong answer will reduce the difficulty in the SPM questions. I don’t know how true that is.
I think I’ve been spending most of my time with my lovely yet crumpled SMA Muzakirats, not to forget Zakir Naik’s Religious videos. I’m trying to finish watching all the videos that I downloaded from the internet. It took such a long time to finish one video though. Maybe religious preaching is not that popular among people anymore
It makes me remember how popular Religious debates being held quite long time ago. Being the dominating religions in the world, Islam and Christianity had been holding debates since very long time ago. But now, it’s quite hard to watch such debate live on the media. Such noble activities seem to be put classified.
Well, about Zakir Naik, frankly I love all his discussions especially his debate with William Campbell. It was so inspiring and breathtaking as viewers could see their diverse knowledge in Science and their ability to extract ideas and to relate versus from the Holy Scriptures with Science.
The topic was The Quran and the Bible, in the light of Science. Basically two scholars, who were Zakir Naik and William Campbell, tried to prove each Holy Scripture authenticity with the current established Science fact. I enjoyed each time when Zakir Naik quoted verses by verses from the Quran and Bible spontaneously. It’s very admirable as he’s not only the student of the Quran but the Bible as well.
Topic included was The Creation of Universe, The Water Cycle and many more. It was a very formal discussion, so no winner was announced as the main objective of the debate was to achieve better understanding between two religions. All I can say is that, the winner was obvious.
It makes me realize the true meaning of being a Muslim and the importance of Interfatih Religious Discussions, which does not include emphasis on Islam only, but on other religions as well.
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