Yosh. I’m so proud now. I just updated my blog’s header and wosh! A new banner was produced! I knew we could possibly insert a banner in our blog, it just I don’t know the right code. Thanks to Dys, he made for me all those coding and he even changed for me my font. ;D Looks really nice now.

I’ve been searching for new themes. I still like the current one. Simply because of the required needs that are in this theme that makes me don’t wanna let it go. Well, nothing much today. I ought to say nothing. Seriously. I’m so tired of everything.

I had BM class just now morning. From 10.30 – 12.45. Yeah, such a long period of time. Nothing much to say. We learnt about sambungan ayat. Quite interesting though the practices are hard. I still have another quarter to finish reading my so-called most favourite novel; The Kite Runner.

My friend told me it’s for adult. I didn’t really realize it at first.. Until he pointed certain vulgar words. Maybe I’m just being too “adult” that I didn’t realize anything about it. Haha! Weird circumstances

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Haha. You would be surprised to see my title. Sounds really familiar right? Haha! Well, there is no assassination in me as it says. I’m saying all this weird things is because.. I’m really in a bad mood now.

Firstly is because of my friend betrayal. I don’t want to mention who is my friend neither to do any cursing here and there. She’s my friend after all. What else can I say? The moment my friend told me about what he had seen, I wasn’t believe him entirely. I know she’s not that type, I know her nature. Real one. The true colour of her; makes me realize.. Fake lies happen.

Mentioning about true friends, it disappoints me sometimes. The moment I saw her doing such things, my heart sank into the bottomless pit. She was directly in front of me when that incident taken place. I wasn’t so sure if they’re pretending.. But my strong feelings reckoned it wasn’t a fake-promising-acting.

Before that shameful incident happened, I encountered her in front of the door. I stared to her eyes; repented, she made a sly smile trying hard to utter something to me. I just ignored her. My bad. Soon, she went forward and made that shameful act I never believed was true. It pulverised me and my friend when we accidentally saw them.

I asked her few days back, whether it’s true if she has feelings for whomever. She proclaimed it’s a fake rumours and I mustn’t be worried. She thanked me for being concerned and all. It makes me feel like a total idiot to just let her go on that particular moment.

I should just barge and force her to bloat everything, nanoseconds after she said that. Well, I’m still a human without any prophecy ability. The only thing I can do now is to pray and hope it wasn’t really her.

Shaken with the fact that she lied to me, I knew from that time onwards there’s no turning back. I might just lose her forever. I pity my friend. Pity for whatever subtle hopes and wishes he made for her. He might just fall into pieces and fall to the same bottomless pit. His heart succombed from crying.

Yeah, I do understand your feelings. Life has to continue. No worries buddy, I can find for you a new hot girl. Haha! This would be one of the saddest events in my whole entire life. I just lost a friend’s trust, there’s like no way she could regain my trust. Even to my friend, I bet he will never forgive her. Scary.

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Click Me!

I’ve been doing this for so long.. and the outcome is great. I remake this Islamic wallpaper from the previous one which I think is quite small for a big desktop resolution like mine, I reckon others would be having the same difficulty also. So, this baby is for you guys. Enjoy.

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Yeah, something which I’ve promised in the previous post.. (though I normally will either just ignore or won’t ponder to fulfil haha) whereby I said that I’m gonna post my new rig’s spec. So so, here we go :

System Information

Operating System: Windows Vista™ Home Basic (6.0, Build 6000)
System Manufacturer: HP-Pavilion
BIOS: Phoenix – AwardBIOS v6.00PG
Processor: Intel(R) Core(TM)2 Duo CPU E8200 @ 2.66GHz (2 CPUs), ~2.7GHz
Memory: 1022MB RAM
DirectX Version: DirectX 10

Display Devices

Card name: NVIDIA GeForce 8400
Manufacturer: NVIDIA
Chip type: GeForce 8400
DAC type: Integrated RAMDAC
Display Memory: 490 MB
Dedicated Memory: 235 MB
Shared Memory: 255 MB

Disk & DVD/CD-ROM Drives

Drive: C:
Total Space: 296.0 GB
Model: SAMSUNG HD320KJ ATA Device

Drive: D:
Total Space: 9.3 GB
Model: SAMSUNG HD320KJ ATA Device

There are many more devices being given FRC; also known as Free Of Charge. Haha! Which are two speaker with one woofer, keyboard with Media Player buttons integrated, mouse, and most importantly a 19 inch monitor.

*Screenshot soon!*

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This major new edition of the world famous Concise Oxford English Dictionary provides an authoritative description of the English language. With instant access to over 240,000 words, phrases, and definitions, this program is ideal for anyone needing an up-to-date dictionary of current English on their PC for study, work, or home.

It’s something which I wanna share with you guys. I basically use this dictionary all the time while surfing. It’s really handy and I like it so much. With this dictionary, each word can be obtained easily and swiftly. It’s really fast and handy. *Thumbs up*

I’ve been finding for the download link and finally I managed to relink it back. My cousin has the older version, but this is actually the newer version, I’m unsure if it’s the latest build. Anyway, enjoy

Read more…

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It has always been my harsh part of my life, whenever my parents insist to balik kampung. I practically hate going to kampung. There are few reasons. The main reason why my pulverising heart hates kampung is when I have to leave my beloved computer and most importantly internet!

As I told you, I really can’t live without internet. I mean, I can die without it. It happens when my heart bleeds and I will be suffocated when my internet oxygen is not channelled into my lungs. Haha! Sounds funny, yeah. Being there would be the most dreadful moment in my whole entire life.

The best remedy is to sleep. I did sleep there, I slept like so long as if I’m a dead log. I guess being to kampung is all about relaxing from my hectic tuitions life. The reason is because, I’ve been sleeping like 4 hours in the afternoon, next, waking up to buzz my head with some documentaries and entertainments from Astro (yes, my kampung has Astro).

My only “companion” there was my novel. The Kite Flyer. I think I mentioned about this novel before. A novel which I bought before my exam and haven’t finished reading for so long. I started reading, with some patience; I managed to cover half of the novel itself at my kampung. Yes, I’m an avid reader.

I reached home today at 1.30 p.m. My head was in pain. Never had I ever experienced such a profound joy in my heart, the moment I reached at my house doorway and kissed my computer! Some redemption to be made! Haha! Yes, I’m crazy.

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Haha. Gosh, I just rushed back from tuition. Was having Accounts at Delta. We revised more on Dokumen today. Ah, Accounts is always tough! I always get confused when pemindahan ke lejar. Owh ya I almost forgotten that Reena has updated her blog. I just got no time to read Reena.

Sorry, I’ll read all, I mean ALL tomorrow. My exam is going to end tomorrow. With the finishing subject, Syariah Islamiyah, we will end our great battleship Shall the enemy be vanquished! Hehe! I might come a bit late to tuition today I guess. Since I still haven’t eaten up till now. Can you just imagine? I’m so hungry!

Reena wanna sit with me today. So should I compensate her? No right? Haha! She got her ahem2; I just won’t interrupt any sweet moment of theirs.. You should thank me Reena, you see, I’m so good right? I’m giving you both chance to have more time to spend together.

I have to read so many things tonight. I considered staying up, but it will only make me more tired. I think.. It depends on how much I can cover tonight. If I can’t cover as much as possible, I might wake up early this morning to revise.

Knowing the fact Syariah Islamiyah is all about how much your brain could work to memorize everthing.. I need loads of time to actually finish everything.

Owh yah, thanks to Alyaa for being with me last night and just now morning. I don’t know what it would be if you’re not with me, maybe I’d just doze off. Haha! Thanks anyway That’s what friends for right? I’ll be your alarm again next time. Joking2.

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Image From : Saiful Islam

I’m really sad right now. I did so badly in my Physic and Bahasa Arab Tinggi. I think I did many silly mistakes. The hardest part in Physic was about the Momentum. The diagram is really confusing and I was so blurred till I couldn’t answer.

I really had forgotten most of the things. I couldn’t remember what the definition of Conversation of Momentum is. Yeah, lame like always.

In Bahasa Arab Tinggi, the worst part happened. I forgot what should I classify this particular sentence whether it’s under Hakiki or Majas. Gah! >.< Yeah, lame me.

I’m so stressed because I had to stay back until 5 p.m My Ustazah had an extra class for Bahasa Arab 1 tomorrow. I’m hoping if I could just sail through everything after her great lessons. I’m still a mere human though.

I reached home and was so flatten. I never felt so exhausted like that. So I slept for 15 minutes before waking up and bathed. Yeah, I haven’t bathed when I dozed off.

I’ve updated this blog theme into this old theme which I liked it so much. I’m not sure if it looks better now, or should I say you guys are totally bored with the previous one? XD

Six days more to go!

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Haha! It’s been such a long time. My computer has been isolated for almost a month. Exams never stop me from onlining though. Internet is like a form of energy that my body needs. I think I did write, but deleted after realizing the post was so lame.

So how are you guys now? Still under stress? Haha! Yeah, I do understand. Three weeks of exams is like a mad thing to do. I’m so weak; even I need something to lie on when writing this. Haha! Both hands are in pain. Fingers are throbbing. Mind is rushing. Do you know how does it feel to be in such extreme condition?

I left another four days to go. Another four papers to face. Bahasa Arab Tinggi, Bahasa Arab 1, Physic and Chemistry. Hoping that I’ll get flying colours this time. I promised myself to work harder under any circumstances and I’ve tried my best to fulfil any hassles!

Only if you’re wondering how many Arab subjects do I have. Basically they are only three. Bahasa Arab Tinggi which is compulsory for SPM and Bahasa Arab 1 (Nahu/Sorof) and Bahasa Arab 2 (Mutolaah/Insyak). I’ll be learning Fiqh/Tauhid and Tafsir/Hadith in Arab too.

I just bought a brand new desktop. A new rig; HP Pavillion; with great performance. I’m really in love. Parents bought it for me. Well, after I’ve been craving for almost four years, finally my patience has been paid off with this new baby.

I’ll post the spec and picture of it soon. The worst part was I got this computer during my exams. So, I can’t really enjoy the new sleek keyboard entirely. You know how does it feel right?

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